Sometimes , world looks really unfair.
Last night, I spent my time with one of my best friend. I knew him since 14 years ago, at the kindergarten. He told me that he already did his best effort for "something" but finally failed . That's normal , I know failure is a part of someone's life , but for this case .... I know, I understand , it's absolutely painful and I do hope he can pass this phase though really hard to smile. I know he's strong enough and will always be, but as a friend, I really hope he can get a total and pure happiness for his future, not like this. It's sad when I listened that case and nothing I can do except give spirit and be there as a good listener for him. I believe , one day he'll get a better "thing" than what he wants right now. I hope so, really hope . Maybe it's easier for me if he was a girl, I can just hug her and say that everything's fine , suggest her to be a stronger person . But unfortunatelly it's not that easy. Ya... whatever it is, I know everyone have their own way to control their self and their feeling, same with him .
Be patient, there's a bright future waiting for you, keep your smile and please be happy with your life. Friend will always be there, beside you, help you , for sure :)